Ok. I know. I really do know! You've seen me start this journey before. Lots and lots and lots of times. And every time, I've failed. So why is this time going to be any different?
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| Funny conversation with the roommate |
Well, it might not be. It might end in failure.
But last time, I got close. I got real close. I could almost taste it. But I got hurt. And, though there were things I probably could have done differently to prevent that, you can't really help getting hurt when running distances like this. It's going to happen. And, I learned a lot of things from that injury, and now I'll do more to prevent that from happening again. It doesn't mean I won't get hurt. It doesn't mean I can't get hurt. It just means that I learned and now I can do more.
But, like I said, I was close. And it killed me to quit. Now I want more than ever before to cross that finish line. To have people cheering me on, supporting me. Loving me.
I think that I can do it this time.
This morning I woke up around 7:30 am.

I got up, picked up some dishes I left out the night before, and decided to really begin. Usually I start very intentionally, and I make a huge, detailed plan for the following months. I'm not quite at that point yet. Right now, my goal is to get several 1-2 mile runs under my belt, do some good stretching, and start with some good workouts. I want to do this right. Like I said, I'm in no rush.
I ran 1 mile in 9:18, which is a pretty good time for me. I'm usually happy with a 10-minute mile, so this was fast for me.
I burned 171 calories.
There are very small hills on this loop. It's a park by my house. I like to run there because it's so close to home, because the loop is exactly 0.25 miles, which makes it easy to calculate, and because it's relatively flat (though, not perfectly flat). For this point in my training (the point of, starting), this is a good place to begin.
Songlist for the day's run:
Ain't Killed Me Yet by Eric Church
I Knew You That Way by Luke Bryan
I'm from the Country by Tracy Byrd.
I love me some country songs!
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| SOOOOO ugly! |
I am starting slow. Why rush? If I don't run a full marathon for over a year, is it the end of the world? If I get hurt, it'll take longer. So, let's take our time! Enjoy it more!
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| Riggins, looking back at me, saying, "Come on, mom! Run faster!" |
Riggins is going to be my running companion for a while. Certainly always on my short runs. He needs the exercise, and he's good company! As opposed to my "friends" who will absolutely never run with me (but often find others to run with, others who are "cool" enough to run with. Yes, I did have a friend, who was so clear that she would never run with me no matter what because of how much she hates running, train and complete a 5K with some girls because they were just "so cool" that she wanted to spend as much time with them as possible. I guess I'm not cool enough to run with. Another friend is doing a Pumpkin Run with her fiance's sister, because she wants to suck up to the family. She'd never even consider doing that with me, had I asked her to).
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| Beautiful day for a run! |
After today's run, I decided to really stretch well. And, thankfully, there's this thing called YouTube, which makes it really easy and cheap to find someone to lead me in my stretches (left to my own skills, I'd fail). I decided to embark upon a 30-day challenge, and so I am using Yoga with Adrienne's challenge. I really like her yoga videos. She's funny, and she's "playful," which is helpful. I feel like she just really wants to make sure that the people watching her videos enjoy yoga, that it's about getting them relaxed, comfortable with their bodies, feeling good, etc. It's like, a very pressure-free yoga, and I feel SO GOOD when I do her videos. It's "easy," but not, like, easy. I don't know how to explain it. But I like it! Check it out at:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBu-pQG6sTY
Please feel free to join me on this journey! I'm excited, nervous, skeptical, pessimistic, optimistic, happy, concerned, fearful and ready all at the same time! I need a bit of emotional support if you can't tell!
Totals so far:
Days of Training: 1
Miles completed so far: 1
Fastest mile to date: 9:18 minutes
Longest run to date: 1 mile